One Last Chance

The only last chance im gonna give..
If you ever break your promise again!
I will never forgive..

Missing You Like Crazy

Don't you understand me?
I am here because of you.
Blurring vision, choking words.
Here i am alone, looking at you forlornly.
Even though I am so heartbroken,
Even though I am shivering with pain,
I always only think of you.
Crazily wanting to see you,
Crazily wanting to hear your "I love you, I love you".
But where are you?
Missing you like crazy.
I want to remember you forever.

What can I do?
You were so cold to me.
Even if this is the case, I still wanna see you.
Even though I am so heartbroken,
Even though I am shivering with pain,
I still cannot forget you.

Crazily wanting to see you,
Crazily wanting to hear your "I love you, I love you".
But where are you?
Missing you like crazy.
Please tell me you will remember me forever.
Please don't forget me because you are my everything.

Crazily wanting to see you,
Crazily wanting to hear your "I love you, I love you".
But where are you?
Missing you like crazy.
It's you.
I want to remember you forever.
I love you, I love you.

The End!

arguments after arguments..
tears flow non-stop.. will it be the last??
it ends here..
where would my life move on to now..
few more weeks.. to finish my studies..
working life!!
leave this country and never look back..
Camy move forward!! i know you can do it!
Trust yourself!! Think positive!
Remember to love yourself more.. and not hurt yourself more!

Footsteps

Watching every couple holding hands walking together,
But then me and you seems a bit different...
Where i walk in front...
And you follow behind...
How i wish that we could be just like them..
It is always my fault, that we end up like that!
Almost everyday.. Never fails... It will end up like that!!
Whats my problem??
There goes my shopping mood!!

My Fault

Stupid Dumb Dumb is the right name for me..
never knew how u felt all this while..
never knew i was that bad...
tears flow non-stop..
but yet, i wanna see your smile..
i wanna hear u say " I LOVE YOU"
i wanna be right next to you so that you could HUG me tight..
Kiss my forehead.. saying " everything is fine "

1 month passed..
a lot of mistakes...
am i used to my Single life??
do i really know that i do not need to get used to that lifestyle??
i have someone beside me who can share every moment with..
why am i such a Stupid person who do not get the whole picture??

23rd Birthday Celebration on Nov' 29

Steamboat session with Miki and Nicole at Southgate!!

Here comes the food part again! 

Our table is full with food.. 

Which makes us look like we are super duper hungry! hhaha

Then we went to Sky Bar @ Traders Hotel Kuala Lumpur..

Fantastic KLCC view from the 33rd floor...

And a glass of champagne makes it perfect! =)

Did not know the Babes will be there.. Happy Happy!!

Thank you guys for the wonderful night and the awesome celebration! Love you guys much much!

Thanks again my loves! Thanks for everything!

23rd Birthday Celebration with Zanne

Prepare Prepare Prepare!

Don't even know where will i end up going for dinner!
As i get in the car, i saw the a bouquet of flower at the back of the driver's seat..
Sweet.. 12 Pink Roses!

End up at a very romantic restaurant "Candle Light Dinner"??
But located in a quite isolated place.. where no one can see's it! hahahaha..
Here comes the food part again..
Pictures might look dark, cause of the lighting inside the restaurant.

Surprise Birthday Cake from the waiter there!

Awesome dinner! Thanks very much ya!
Love the present too! Thanks again!

Early Birthday Trip!

Food Food and Food!
Port Dickson.. here we come!!
A warm house with nice sea view and lots lots of boats!

Stop by at Seremban for supper after 2PM concert at Stadium Negara, Hang Tuah..

Nom nom nom... Wan Tan Mee~~ forget take picture of it..
Den straight head to PD..
Stupid police block the road.. check check check!
Summore check my IC! tot i'm MALAY! "malay cant go PD??" hahahhaa

Being forced to wake up at 9am to have my breakfast!
Macaroni Soup as my breakfast!! Nom nom nom!!
Den head bek to bed and sleep!! muahaha..
Plan to go for Motor Boat after i woke up..
but then as we left the house, it rain! bad weather!

So we took a long drive down to Melacca..
Chicken Rice Ball, Char Siew and Bean Sprouts at Jonker Street! Nom Nom Nom!!
Guess wat, it rained again.. Heavily!!!
And i had the most awesome Durian Goreng!! Yummy!!
Drove around and then we get the Layer Cake!
Delicious betul!! Missing it now!! as i'm so hungry at this moment!

Head back to Port Dickson...
and we had our dinner..
Self-cooked Lamb Chop!! Delicious!!! The most satisfied self-cooked dinner ever! hahahha.. Love it much much!!

The next day, we had American Breakfast for our breakfast..

And then Curry Chicken Bun which is so damn expensive for our lunch!! yummy!!

While we were heading back to KL! we again stopped by at Seremban to get our dinner..
Sad case, where they say that the crab needs to come down from the flight.. will take around more than 1 hour..
But the food there was nice!
I start missing the foodsss!!!

Tell me, if this trip is not a food trip..
Then what is it?? Muahahahha...

p/s : there goes my diet plan! weight gained! hahahaha..

This is ME!

I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show, it's time
To let you know
To let you know

This is real, this is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now
Gonna let the light, shine on me
Now I've found, who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself
It's the only way

Unknown emotion...

Feeling unwell recently...
Feel like vomiting...
Stomach unwell...
Not eating at the right time...

The emo feeling has come back to me..
Oh no!!
Tears just flow out with no reason..
Especially when i listen to those songs...
Need to get rid of this feeling..
I cant breathe properly dee~~
Is there any way to format off my brain memory??
I need a new clean brain with only certain wanted data's being stored inside...

Where?? When?? With??

Meeting back you guys have brought back the light of enjoyment back in my life..

The days we spent together is just uncountable..

The stuffs we do.. is also uncountable...

First to Ipoh... 

Then to Melaka...

Then go Genting...

Steamboat, Steamboat and Steamboat...

B.B. Q Plaza too~~ 

Sing K, Sing K~~ 

Minum Minum~~

So where is next?? PD?? muahahha... 

Thinking back....

Letting go does not mean that i give up on everything
Its just because i want to see happiness in you
As long as you are happy, i will be happy too

Looking back at the past wont change things which already happened
Learn from mistakes and make a new begining for a brighter future
I am sure i can do it...

Learn something today :
*Sometimes people don't change, it's just you never knew who they were*

The day we know each other <3

It was back in year 2004...
The days that we wont forget...
The days we used to stand under the sun..
Practice for the big day of Malaysia..
Till our skin color also changed..
Dancing around... Running around... Laughing around..
31 August 2004! We made a formation together on Dataran Merdeka's field...

Now browsing the newspaper..
I see the back the place we made the formation..
Misaing the times we spend at that moment <3

Date with the LOVES!

Picked Dear Yuen after class and found out that i did not inform the time of our date to Honey Ru.. So we sent Dear's sis to Times Square and headed out to Mid Valley.
Bumped into Will and few HELP friends there while Dear went and check the currency of Thai bhat..
I totally forget that Dear needs food and i went window shopping.
Then we went Sushi King. Nom
Nom Nom!!!

Suddenly decided to play pool which i dunno y.
Head to pick Honey and then to Danau Desa..
Thn comes Korean BBQ..
Before that we tot of eating Taiwan Steamboat. But thn the food isn't that interesting.
Nom Nom Nom!! Korean BBQ time!!

Last we went to ENIGMA..
2 jug of beer with a glass of fruit punch.
Few hours there. Enjoyed the pool session and also the short karaoke session...
Nice hang out with them~~ Missing them now~~~

最好的我~~

我不在乎什麼天長地久
我只在乎你想不想要擁有
一顆真心和溫暖的手
在身後 陪你微笑 或淚流

我不在乎你下次回來待多久
我只在乎這心動前所未有
我不會走 Coz I Love You So
想給你 最好的我 就算只是朋友。。。

Last Dinner Together??

It's been a while since the last time we ever sit down and ate like that..
Even though i was late, but seeing you there in the shop we used to spend our time there together always..
Makes me feel that i'm gonna miss you more...
You are the best.. and make sure you take care of yourself when you fly over to Taiwan..
Do your best and we will always support you...

Miki's Early Birthday Celebration =)

Right after exam.. on 11/7/2011 4pm..
rush back home to start off with the birthday card...
search for paper like mad.. dig here and there.. while my dog looks at me weirdly..
search for mickey mouse head pictures and start drawing..
search for mickey mouse full body picture.. and start editing...
tada... uncompleted birthday card at 3am..

woke up at 11am.. rush to Mid Valley to get the cupcakes...
from my ex classmate... delicious chocolate cupcakes.. with Mickey's face on it... yummy!!
a big thanks to her in rushing the cupcakes...
tada... here are the cupcakes...

after that, went and collect the picture from the photo shop..
sat at Sushi Q..  ate 1 small roll of sushi while cutting the pictures..

waited for Yuen darling till 4pm.. then she arrived..
rushed to get the present for dear Miki....
went to Jusco to see the Mickey's there.. hmm..
then decided to look at Mickey's bed sheet.. hmm..
then went to present 4 them shop to look at others..
tada.. at the end.. we bought this..

something that looks like lizard but not a lizard..
its a FROG!! haha..

it was then 5.15pm.. and Yuen was suppose to pick Miki at 5pm.. haha..
as usual.. we were always late...
i rushed back.. so that the plan worked well..
phew.. bek on time..
then we went to Fatty Crab at SS24..
nomm nomm nomm..
Chicken Wings - 8 pcs... Fried Rice... Crab 1.2 kilo... Bread...
delicious..
tada.. the shell of the crab's...

then comes the small celebration...
which is in the car.. muahahhaa...

thanks to the person who drove (Yuen darling) for driving in the jam.. *muackss*

Hope she likes the gift =) and small small de celebration =)
Happy Birthday once again to Darling Miki *muacksss*