down with sick~~

sick for 4 days d..
wth...
nt even recovering..
more worst got lar..
y i so easy to fall sick recently??
hmm..

haven even started with my assignments..
8 assignments to go..
next monday have to pass up 1 d..
shit shit shit..
gotta gambatte d..
cant play play..
but..
mood haven come..
die lorrrr...

tsunami is coming~~

its already the 5th week..
class started 5 weeks already..
and im nt even aware of what the lecturer's are teaching.
useless me..

the assignments are like the tsunami..
coming.. in a big wave..
wow..
scary..
ROPE again?? ahh..
fan sei..

two 3rd year paper this semester..
now feeling abit scared d..
scare cant pass this semester...

shit.. its already thursday.. wednesday midnight..
tml.. tml.. tml..
scared~~
results are out..
dream of me getting good results last night..
but dunno how true is it..
haiz..
hope..
i pass this time..
then my PTPTN load can gao dim easily..
haiz..

this few days also like nt enuf sleep..
keep feel wanna sleep even in class..
almost everyday raining..
mood also feel one kind..
bed is my life..
wahkakaka..

have to start rushing my data entry job..
need to submit in 1 month time..
2 big boxes to do..
around 14 files to enter..
die lor...

everything is going away~

today de feeling is just like the world is going to end..
i dunno what should i do..
everything i have..
slowly one by one..
like going away from me...
我有那么糟糕吗？


i had fun on the night of firday...
but din know...
will make things so bad..
damn..
things should not happen..
or i have just turn bad...
maybe i do not deserve to have such friends..
such friends who really cared alot for me..


last night was a night that i really feel like ending my life..
i know every people has different kind of attitude and character..
blaming my mom for calling my friend was the stupidest thing that i do..
maybe..
things should not be like that..
maybe..
without me..
things will be better..
maybe..
getting far from things..
everything will b how it supposed to be..


haiz..
cant even think of a damn solution..
whole night thinking..
also cant think of the damn solution..


"Camy ar Camy.. stand up strong.. u can do it alone.. nothing will go wrong.. no more crying.. no more thinking negative.. be who you want to be, who you suppose to be!!"


to them : im really sorry to make u guys disappointed on me.. maybe things will get better without me.. or maybe i have turn from good to bad.. anyway.. i did not do in on purpose.. i really did not hold the hp.. if i did.. i would answer the call.. i was drunk on that night.. 

no topic~~ haha~~

today..
class at 8am again..
itu ms ajinder..
ask us write an email to her..
haiz..
damn sienzz..
go for her class early in the morning..
she came in late. then ...
ask us write email n send to her..
=.=..
dunno wat face to show her..

then go to STL de house with Fung..
to pass her boxer to her..
her face..
damn funny..
her soul still on her bed..

then go to Kar Kar de house..
yummy..
makan Vegetarian de Nasi lemak..
2 packet..
wow..
damn full..
hehe..
thanks to Ying..
for introducing this food to me~~
one day..
i think i am gonna change bek to vegetarian..
haha..... ying sure happy..
hahahahaha...

then went to doubletree hotel..
new hotel which is located near to Ampang Park..
beside of Ampang Plaza...
waited for the Ms Serene to come.
she was late..
v parked at level G..
then went down the staircase..
then take the lift to lobby..
mana tau.. its staff entrance..
hahaha..
the staff look at us very weird..

today..
get to know few new friends..
1 from UTAR...
3 from KTAR...
my ex college..
hehehhee.. 1 stay near my house..
2 stay near Ying house..
hehehehe...
so ngam...
hahahah..

today de event at that hotel is Maxis de event..
new experience...
did Digi roadshow b4..
this time is a close event for dealers only..
hehe..
abit bored.. and not that well planned..
but..
ok lar..
^^...

damn tired.. assignments are next on my list..
need do it ASAP d..
then can keep working..
earn $$..
next year can go HK d..
hmm..